I HAVE BEEN BACK HOME FOR NEARLY AN HOUR...BEEN GONE HALF THE DAY..MAN, WHAT A LONG DAY TODAY HAS BEEN..ESPECIALLY CONSIDERING I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN NEARLY 3 DAYS NOW..I SURE HOPE I DO TONIGHT...
THE DOCTOR HAS ORDERED AN "MRI" OF MY LEFT WRIST...THE RANGE OF MOTION THAT HE SAID I SHOULD HAVE BY NOW, "JUST ISN'T THERE" AND HE SAID I HAVE NOT "IMPROVED", THESE ARE "QUOTES" RIGHT FROM HIS MOUTH...
SO HE SAID THERE COULD BE SOMETHING ELSE GOING ON, AND TO ADD TO IT, I ALREADY HAD "DR. ARTHUR WHICH IS ARTHRITIS" BEFORE I FELL IN THAT SAME AREA...IN FACT I HAVE RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS OF THE WRISTS, THE LOW BACK, THE KNEES AND THE ANKLES AND THE SHOULDERS AND NECK AND THE CHEST FOR WHICH I'VE HAD FOR YEARS...ANOTHER REASON WHY IT TAKES ME SO LONG TO GET OVER ANYTHING, NOT TO MENTION I'M A SLOW HEALER..
SO WITH THIS FALL I GOT A "DOUBLE WHAMY" WELL 7 TIME WHAMY DUE TO THE FACT I HAVE LUPUS ANTI JO, FIBROMYALGIA AND DEGENERATIVE JOINT DISEASE...COUNT THOSE, THEN ADD THE BREAK AND ALSO WHEN THEY PUT THE CAST ON, THEY HAD TO ALSO IMMOBILE MY THUMB AND IT STAYED IN THAT ONE POSTITION THE WHOLE TIME FROM APRIL 28th TIL MAY 22nd...AND AS EVERYONE KNOWS THAT HAS ARTHRISTIS THE ONE THING YOU "DO NOT DO" IS STAY IN ONE POSTITION FOR TOO LONG, RIGHT FOLKS? YOU KNOW THE PAIN, WELL MULTIPLY THAT BY 10, 000 AND YOU MIGHT BE CLOSE OF WHAT KIND OF PAIN I'M TALKING ABOUT, KEY WORD THERE IS "MIGHT"...SO I'VE NOT ONLY HAD HECK WITH THE WRIST BUT WITH MY THUMB FROM THE FIRST KNUCKLE TO WHERE IT MEETS UP WITH THE BEND OF THE WRIST AND A LITTLE PASS....
THAT'S WHY IT TAKES ME SO LONG TO TYPE ANYTHING AND I'M REAL FAST AT TYPYING USUALLY....BUT SINCE THIS HAS HAPPENED IT HAS SLOWED ME DOWN A WHOLE BUNCH....AND NOW IT LOOKS LIKE I'M IN FOR A LOT LONGER HAUL THAN I THOUGHT....
SO I HOPE ALL OF YOU WILL BARE WITH ME AND STICK CLOSE TO ME AND CONTINUE GIVING ME YOUR LOVE, SUPPORT AND ""PRAYER'S"" FOR I'M GOING TO NEED IT...
ALL OF THE ABOVE IS ENOUGH TO KNOCK OVER AN ELEPHANT AND THEN ADD 2 DEATHS THAT WERE EXTREMELY CLOSE TO ME AND WELL THAT'S JUST A LITTLE MUCH FOR THIS TEXAS WHITE ROSE TO HANDLE...
IN FRANK, TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, I HAVE BROKE DOWN MORE TIMES THAN USUAL LATELY...FOR WHICH I CALL THEM MY "MELT DOWNS"...
I AM HERE TO TELL YOU, IF IT HAD NOT BEEN FOR MY STRONG WALK WITH ""GOD"", MY FAMILY AT TIMES AND MOST OF ALL MY DEAR SWEET FRIENDS HERE ON THIS SITE AND MY FRIENDS HERE IN TOWN WITH ME AND SOME FRIENDS OF MINE AT MY PAGES ON OTHER SITES AND AT MY PAGES THAT I HAVE OVER AT MYSPACE...I WOULD NOT BE HERE, FOR ALL OF YOU HAVE KEPT ME GOING AND HAVE HELPED IN SO MANY WAYS THAT YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW THE WAYS FOR THERE ARE SO MANY THAT I COULD NOT COVER THEM ALL....
EVEN AT ONE POINT I THOUGHT "OKAY GIRL, TIME TO DELETE ALL MY PAGES"...THEN I STOPPED , JUST AS MY FINGER JUST TOUCHED THE KEY TO DELETE , FOR SOMETHING SAID, "NO" IN A LOUD VOICE!!!! AND ALSO SAID, "LOOK AT ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE SINCE MAY OF 2006 AND LOOK AT WHERE YOU WERE THEN AND NOW LOOK AT WHERE YOU ARE NOW TODAY FOR YOU HAVE DONE ALOT OF GOOD AND TO JUST THROW IT AWAY, THAT'S NOT THE ANSWER, FOR IF YOU DO, YOU WILL BE GIVING THE "D"(WHICH IS devil) ALL THE POWER AND YOU'LL BETTER THAN THAT".....
AND SO HERE I AM FOLKS....STRONGER THAN EVER IN MY FAITH , NOW ON THE HUMAN SIDE OF ME, HAHAHA THAT'S A DIFFERENT STORY THOUGH I'M DOING THE BEST I CAN WITH WHAT I HAVE...AND COUNTING MY BLESSINGS EACH AND EVERY SECOND, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY HOUR, EVERY DAY FOR WHAT I DO HAVE AND JUST GO FROM THERE....
SO IF I DO NOT MESSAGE YOU, GET RIGHT BACK TO YOU, OR IT SEEMS IT'S TAKING ME A LONG TIME TO GET BACK TO YA, OR THAT I DO NOT COMMENT BACK TO YOU, YOU KNOW WHY....FOR IT'S MOST CERTAINLY NOT BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TOO, IT'S JUST THAT I'M HAVING TROUBLE IN GETTING MY BODY TO DO WHAT I'M WANTING IT TO DO...
FOR ALL MY FRIENDS ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME AND I HAVE THE MOST UTMOST RESPECT FOR THEM AND I'VE VERY PROTECTIVE OF MY FRIENDS..BECAUSE WHEN I HAVE NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE AND FOR THAT I AM EVER SO THANKFUL AND SO GRATEFUL AND OH SO APPRECIATIVE YOU JUST DON'T KNOW TIL YOU HAVE "BEEN IN MY SHOES" AND WALK THE SAME WALK THAT I DO IN THEM....
HAVE A GREAT EVENING EVERYBODY AND THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH IN TAKING YOUR TIME OUT TO READ THIS "NOVEL"..IF WHAT I HAVE SAID HERE HELPS AND REACHES 1 PERSON THAT MAY BE GOING THRU THE SAME THING AS I HAVE OR CLOSE TO IT AND IT HELPS THEM TO COME OUT OF THE ASHES AND RISE ABOVE THEN I AM GRATEFUL THAT I WAS HERE FOR THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ME...ISN'T THIS WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT ANYWAYS?? BEING THERE FOR OUR FRIENDS...I FEEL IT IS.....
THANK YOU BUNCHES, HUGS TO YA,
LUVS CHRISTIE/YOUR CREATOR OF "SWEET SUNSHINE"
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